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Life as it is.
Leave my door open just a crack Please take me away from here Cause I feel like such an insomniac Why do I tire of counting sheep? When I'm far too tired to fall asleep To ten million fireflies I'm weird cause I hate goodbyes I got misty eyes as they said farewell But I'll know where several are If my dreams get real bizarre Cause I saved a few and I keep them in a jar I'd like to make myself believe That planet Earth turns, slowly It's hard to say that I'd rather stay awake when I'm asleep Cause everything is never as it seems.


19 August, 2008, 9:23 PM

Yesterday i was told by XueJing that people sitting in my row looked emo~
somewhat kindaa lethargic and palee. Truee gah ?
sometimes i feel that im lacking of something.
Its like i dont have any specific intrest or what so ever related to my future.
Im kinda lost here~ Helpp ?
He said that i've been deproving. Maybe its bcuz of all the olympic actions recently?

Looking at young olympians striving to achieve their goals, they've been through all those hardwork and effort. Their dedication and commitment in climbing the twisted harsh ladders to reach their goals and achieving success moved me.

Watching every gold-medallist receiving their medals with pride and offcourse the honours of bringing back their nations hope by winning, belittled every single thing i did and award i received.

I feel useless, maybe it is my lack of confidence ? well, im not really smart nor am i very talented in sports , singing? im not as good. Its really shatters my heart when i ask myself : '' what are you good at? ''
The answer, no matter how long or how many excuses i made to myself is still undoubtedly-
I DONT KNOW.
Im confused ! I dont wanna graduate, one of the reasons is because I still dont have the courage to step into another environment and battle with people who are soo much more better than I.
I dont want to be the weakling, the 'underdog'
well, reality will be reality. What i dont wanna face will still eventually arrive~
I MUST face my fears and step into the future all pumped up and prepared, with or without confidence. I hope i can manage and i believe someday,somehow i can.
But for now, GCE o'levels- your my next target.

WO HUI CHEN GONGGGG!!

lots of love & luck from Rhenda.