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Life as it is.
Leave my door open just a crack Please take me away from here Cause I feel like such an insomniac Why do I tire of counting sheep? When I'm far too tired to fall asleep To ten million fireflies I'm weird cause I hate goodbyes I got misty eyes as they said farewell But I'll know where several are If my dreams get real bizarre Cause I saved a few and I keep them in a jar I'd like to make myself believe That planet Earth turns, slowly It's hard to say that I'd rather stay awake when I'm asleep Cause everything is never as it seems.

14 September, 2007, 11:26 PM
Not my average normal day. =(

I'm not in a very good mood right now as i'm posting this blog. I guess my blog is my only friend/family in the world to share with ?
It won't criticise me or hurt me in anyway,anyhow.
I started my day with a fairly down mood , it went worst when time passes. I was being attacked emotionally, maybe what they said were true~ I'm useless and stupid. makes me wonder ..
Is that it ?
HER over me, i lost~ i just can't believe that. It's not my fault that i'm born that wayy, I'm imperfect. YES i admit.but why her ?? what can i do with it ? It's not my choice. I try to boost myself esteem and i end up projecting the wrong image for me. Nothing have been goin the right way for me this year, It might change someday,sometime ? i don't know when.
Putting up all the fake smiles and false impression is tiring, i want to be my ownself. Do i deserve all this despite all the gadgets and money spending ? It's not like i wanted those, they don't realise me they never did and never will ..